Kisscafe

Its been 3 weeks now since I've giving into to temptation.

Meaning that ...

I haven't drank anything...

I haven't smoked a cig...

I haven't smoked a joint...

I haven't eaten any junk food aka food that tastes good...

annnnnnnddddd I also haven't gotten laid in a month ( not by choice )...

I started watching less TV and started reading a lot more...

The problem is that this is alllllllll that I would do outside of work and school. That's also all that my friends do, so I've been hanging out with them less and less.

I'm on edge right now. I don't know what to do with myself or my time. I made all these changes to become a better person and have only become more miserable in the process.

The worst part is that my only stress relievers are basketball and boxing. Andddddd just last week I broke my middle finger playing basketball.

GOD LITTERALLY AND FIGURETIVELY JUST GAVE ME THE MIDDLE FINGER!!!

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